I've been trying to figure out how to really relax. And yesterday it occurred to me how much I miss having better radio stations. When I was growing up, I had three I could flip through according to my mood as something of a vent. But I don't have that right now. Frankly, I don't even know how to pursue my own music on itunes anymore either. I'm just not a genre-specific type.
I wish I spent more time in high school pursuing music groups and tuning my ear to something beyond deciphering a conductor. Sometimes people talk like you HAVE to know what you like, and that simply is not the case. :(